Bottled-Up Messages..

Assalammualaikum,

hye me,

Its been somewhat a handfull month for me, but i must presevere as its just Something i can look into in retrospect.

where do i begin.

on 27th june, Aki n K.Lili were having a get-together, more like a housewarming for their new home. Me, elder bro, band D n family as well as Mom n K.lili's mom were invited. Awesome dinner- steamed chicken, spaghetty Olio, chocolate cake n a few steamed vegetables were among served. just cant stop eating. Gochousama!!

somewhere on the end of june, several co workers end up their contract. some chose to stay as a freelancer, others just join other company or had other plans. its somehow sad to see others go, and see how attached it would be being in this hell hole. having something we love to hate but somehow hate to love. its not my time yet, but August is around the corner, might as well count the days.

spring cleaning my room in Muar. its been years i've been sleepin' in dust n cobwebs. started just moving a few bags of rags n ol'clothes. might as well clean-up the whole place. hehehe.. more like browsing ol'stuff n having multiple flashbacks. in the end. the cleanup end up half way. gonna finish it up next time i got back. got a few pictures of me n the gang in UiTM as well as my ol things n drawings.

July 17th. Hisham father passed away. I can still hear how Arwah always offered me lunch, asking how my life n job was, generously offering advice and everything. An absolutely great man. Takziah atas pemergiannya, Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat.

On 21st july, my dear ol' akamaru jammed up again. its been several days now that its making up rattles n sounds. thought it would survived till next month, but end up stranded under a flyover opposite of Middvalley. it was raining heavily. after it became a drizlle(is this even a word?) i pushed for a quater mile to a nearby workshop. Akamaru's belting was torn to pieces. after paying up a hefty 75bucks. i got on my way to the office. 10mins after that, right beside Eastin hotel the belting torn up again. theres nothing more i can do now. just keep on tolak. n then wait for rescue. overall repair was RM450. haha (^_^")

sunday 27th. Amy got engaged today. felt happy for him, as its just a few steps closer from building a Masjid. sigh.. one more casualty for OPHIRaptors. A couple more years, it would be just me, reminiscing at old stories n pictures.

speaking from the heart... why is it hard to forget n why is easy to remember things that people easily forget. why is it easy for some people to just not care of ur feelings and making it a habit of calling n texting when they only need help or company. sigh... what really sucks is, i just cant stop loving her...

Bunch of pictures.. some related some arent..















1~ stranded in federal



















2~First repair.. terbang RM75 for 10mins of roadtime.






3~workshop at federal roadside.. pretty scenic.















3~Ayu's last day















4~ Panjangs last day.














5~memoirs at tasek shah alam..














6~Amen's last day. speech at Murni SS2


















7~Artwork.. when no mood for work


















8~Artwork.. 2005 Card that never been delivered.














9~Artwork.. old one.. student hour.















9~ old game collections.















10~Crumbled Jaya Supermarket.















11~i can't explain... LOL

Gold and Gallow

Assalammualaikum

Hye me..

Where do i start..
ok.. first off.. I've reach 1 year in one single job!! haha.. for over 4 years of working odd jobs, hopping here and there, from the longest duration of 9months to merely half a day.. i've manage to be in a job that i really like, and complete the contract. hoho. but the bad thing is.. for an extended contract of 2 more months, the company is planning to lay off all its contract worker.. and ask us to re apply back on early 2010.. for a new project. 4months unemployed huh? the ol' me would just shrug off and smile, thinking this would be the best opportunity to rest and relax after all the havoc in the production line. but its a whole lot different now..i need to keep moving forward, who knows if i still grasp the skill after the cooling period or it would 've just wore off. some collegue opt for gov 3d training for 3 months with practical training include. but for the monthly allowance of rm500, i would've not survive. so.. this last 2 month, i can only wait n see, what would happen next. applying for another animation company is a must. not that i have other options.













~ape nak wat.. lukis jek la...

The Anonymous

Assalammualaikum,

hye me,
somesay.. time ages you(duh) but some people do stay the same wheter physically or mentally. wondering why i came up with something textbook like that. on Sunday 17th. Hazreen pick me up to go to a fellow classmate wedding somewhere in Seremban. we met up with Pit (short for Putri). its a bit awkward at first, seeing that we've not converse much. even since Degree. She ask what my name was.. the one bullet hits me, do i really change that much? When we reach Angah residence(the bride/my classmate) we met up with Azura n her fellow housemate. at first im just wondering why on earth she didnt talk to me. not even a "hye". The next thing is the "bersanding" ceremony. i gave a smile to Angah.. which just end up like she not even recognize me. ON the way back.. when chatting with Pit, she just told me that Azura ask her, if im Hazreen friend tagging along. Get my point there? My friends dont even recognize me.. hahaha.. do i age that much that i've lost my former identities. i gotten fat though.. n my haircut shaolinized. i wonder i should just remain anonymous and hope that when i died, i dont end up in a pile of dogtags. hehehe.. nah.. friends comes n goes.. but for a precious few, should hold on (Baz lurhmann, Sunscreen)


That 2 week before. in intention of leaching stuff from my Bro in BBST, got an imprompto Muvie session with bro n Izan and we watched Star Trek. it was AwESOME!! i know i cant compare with what trekkies got to say. since this was my first Trek muvie experience.. i just to say, Awesome storyline. superb casting and Outstanding CGis.

after the screening, met with Peah n kidd.. ahh.. its good to see a familliar face. it was one of those people who just fade away when they get married. im not judging or anything, but we live in a same neighbourhood. he was one of my fellow Ophiraptors, ex gobexians, ex roomate, an Amuarican and one of my closest friends. whould it hurt to drop by and say hye for once awhile. well.. cant complain, im not married and i dun know how it works after marriage. but it sure was fun to meet him that day. Also i met Myma with her hubby. great thing she remembered me. the one thing she said first was.."waa..gemok nye nkau Pis.." well ill just leave it at that.

Saturday 23rd. D-Day H-Hour, give a hand to Bro's 3rd moving. seing how desasterous last time was, I already prepared both body n mid. Alhamdulillah.. it was smooth as silk. Bro rented a 2 tonne truck with 2 Bangladeshians worker. Bang D n Izan (kLili's older n younger Bro) with 2 Indonesian worker. including Me n my Bro a total of 9 pair of strong arms was despatched. and it take only 2 hours to get the job done. i think its the same as the construction of pyramids in Giza. those pharaohs got a bro, 2 brothers in law, 4 immigrants to get the job done. LOL.

Hmm.. no comment on me life at this point. i'll rant it up on my next post, maybe earlier this May. why is that me ask myself? just hope that i manage to update by next week n its official... wohoo.. life is great. Alhamdulillah.

Again..

Assalammualaikum..

hye me...
its been like a hell of a night..
last night.. me gode2ing my pc.. lookin at old pictures.. when suddenly i found one old vid.. dated back on feb 2005. it was Sakura's and never been viewed before..

i've watched it for the whole 12mins.. and suddenly everything came back to me.. how i felt for her then.. and how i feel for her now. Of all the things i've lost from all these years.. Losing her was the biggest regret for for me.. dammit.. back to square one..

came to the studio early this morning.. couldnt get much sleep last night...

Its been a while...

Assalamualaikum..

hye ME..

its been a while,,,.. yeah... its just one of those regular blackout im having.. sudden moodless time for blogging.. hehehhe... well.. its 2009 now.. a lot had happened since..

1. Bro back from dubai awready

2. Peah got married

3. Ajibul Got married

4. Yus got engaged

5. Auntie Timm got married

dun hav time to get into details on all of those. this would be just a quickie, to break the postless curse.. life has been quite ok fr these few months.. work hav its ups and downs.. but im still surviving.

got a new housemate.. still getting used to having someone else it in my place. im just used to being alone. and liking it. hehehe. Lovelife? hmm... having comfusing dreams lately... but it wont bother me, as im piling up work to fill the void.

Well... Thats it.. till next time... Ja.. minna.

Di Bulan Ramadhan ini..

Assalammualaikum

Hye me,

its been the 22nd day of Ramadhan.. a couple of days more n i'll be back to my hometown.. Sigh.. tak baik mengeluh kan? but today was a a whole new word for screaming my inside out..

~OMG.. waste my time on doodling again.. Tertekan sgt sampai xsedar siap satu artwork (O_O)

Work hav been great for these past few months.. but for these past few days.. it was somewhat between rock n a hard place. let see.. today was the dateline for my work.. i still got 3 scenes left(out of 16) the 13scenes i've completed got back to me.. RETAKES!! (if the animation has a few quirks n bumps..it'll be sent back to the animator..thus the name:retake) Damn.. all 13?..

working in Ramadhan sure is hard, i know.. dont blame the month, its all a test. But i can really feel the difference.. i cant focus on work, i sure sleep a lot (lot more than i usually do) n i can seem to do alot more of half assed work, hence the 13 retakes. And I got the feeling that people around me does alott of dumb jokes.. tak tau la nape.. maybe i'm too dumb to understand.
I dont blame on others, Iman sendiri yg x kuat.. tapi tu la, kekadang kita tau sume tu dugaan jek.. tp still mmg rasa tertekan tu timbul.. masalah datang sekali gus.. kerja, relationship, duit and mcm2 lagi ler.

Been Sms-ing ARukas alot this month.. i know its over between us.. but the our bond of friendship still stand tough. (hope this is going somewhere though)

hmm.. got no more rants to say.. time for a some picture of this year Ramadhan.. (^^)

~Bersahur ngan Ajibul n Ayam.. kat DeTeratakII Muar.. wohoo.. sodap gak buburan spesial diorg nih...pelik sbb makan dlm kuali kecik.

~Ramadhan tahun ni cuaca x menentu, kekadang panas, kekadang tuh hujan xhengat lebatnye.. terpakse berbuka kat kedai.. huhuhu.. nasib baik ade kawan(^^).

~Sempat Gath ngan bebudak Animasia(ofismate lame) nasik sampai 1/2jam pas waktu berbuka.. ~G Bazaar Ramadan kat Kg Baru ngan Hazreen.. gile penat berjalan. time tuh gak Syamsul ghau2 wat shooting pasal bazar Ramadhan..~Cute x? ni lah Sayumi Michige.. dari Morning Musume..

p/s : Dun know if this is the last post till Hari Raya.. so ill take this opportunity to wish all my fellow frens Selamat Hari Raya, moga korang sumer di limpahi keberkatan dan kebahagiaan di bulan yg mulia ini.

Long Way Round

Assalammualaikum

Hye me..
Its been a hell of a week for me, actually.. im due for something like this. so.. each year.. ill be getting some sort of test.. which will decide wether ill be staying positive, or be searching for alternative solutions. (Caution.. Long whining Post Detected)

This time, my dear Kuromaru broke down.. well im quite suprise it has survived without something like this for a while now.. after all that accidents and such.
first of all, been watching Wall-E with a certain mysterious someone (waa.. a blind date!!) AWESOME FILM!! not much for the date really.. on my way home.. Kuromaru died on me.. exactly on Dewan bahasa juction. as it was after 6pm.. should be dealing with it tomorrow.. park my kuromaru.. and catch a bus home.

~its like watching him operating on my wallet..

Next day.. after calling my supervisor telling that ill be taking my day off that day.. start to push my Kuromaru to a workshop after asking an indian boy..
: Terus.. belok belok belokkk.. ( with hand gesture that i thought he was having a seizure..)
the workshop was.. MAK DATOK! JAUH GILE.. in jalan San Peng
after a few hours watching the mechanic dismantle my kuromaru.. atlast came to a horrifiying solution.. everything inside my dear ol'steed is Rosak.. starting with the Crank Shaft.. the piston.. the coil.. and the list goes on and on... to a amount total of RM556 !! OMG.. me has died en go to 'eavan..

in tears i walked back to the bustop (a KM away..) thinking where will i get that kind of money (sekali hujung bulan da..) after waiting for 45mins, the B112 bus came. and at that moment, i realized, i left my home keys bundled with my bike key.. which is at the worshop..
farewell to the bus, walked back to the workshop and back to the bus stop.. (2km total) and again waited for the bus, this time.. its an hour and 20mins.. HAHAHAHA..(+_+")
Arrived at maluri station somewhere at 7pm.. again waited for another bus which is a U40 or 69 to get me to cheras..

~view from mamak Rest. truly respect those who manage to commute to work everyday..

arrived home (after crawling uphill on foot) at 8.20pm.. tired, headache and not feeling my feet, terus tertido (xmandi n sembahyang isya' pun(~_~")
Esok.. not having my kuromaru.. i'm off to work (7.30am) walk downhill.. to Grand Saga bus stop.. got the bus (8.10am) and straight to Maluri lrt station (8.40am) staright to Titiwangsa (9.45am).. just to realised that i didnt work there~bingai!.. take lrt back to Masjid Jamek (10am) transit to Aliran Kelana jaya.. where im off to Asia Jaya (10.15am) and then.. walk my way to the office (10.35am) jauh gile jalan..

~alang2 dah lambat.. baik g minum terus. at Mamak BS klang.

~Grafitti sebelam lrt paso seni.. sebelum ni x pasan pun...

and that journey goes on for a week, my kuromaru was repaired the very next day, but my Gaji was not due till next week.. so, after a few night sleeping at the office..(x larat nak berjalan n belanja ulang alik office-umah) tiba lah waktunya nak 31ogos n bulan pose. gone back to muar that saturday (30th Aug) and got my chance to Bersahur n Berbuka pose with my dear family.. Abg se-famili, Aki se-famili, Pakchu was there too. My Dear Okasan prepared everything we could ever imagined. Sayang Mak!!

~manage to snap a family of pigs(boars) n piglets.. in Tg Ketapang Muar.. monkey by day, pigs by night.

Then.. back to KL that Tuesday. already bought me ticket at 7.30am.. which disaterously.. i overslept to 7.05am.. time tu-lah nak sakit perut (dasar tindakan prestalsis yg x sekolah).. in the nick of time sempat sampai ke station at 7.25am. just to find myself without a ticket..
as to make matter worst.. im totally broke.. with only Rm10 in my hand.. (the ticket from Muar to KL is RM12.30) Okasan to the rescue (as always) came back n loan me a 50..
Okasan:Bayo balik

with teary eyes, bought me another ticket to a 8am bus.. which eventually brokedown somewhere b4 nilai R&R(10am). after waiting patiently and humoring myself watching somebody else waiting impatiently,we got to another bus(Alhamdulillah) at10.38am. Arrived at Pudu at 12.30.. and arrived at the office at 1pm. after carefull thinking, i just cant bear another bus or Lrt or a step walking anymore.. loan from a friend (hakiim~tHanx!) 500big ones and get my dear ol' Kuromaru back..

~Time tu la nak rosak... Dugaan bulan pose.

By now after reading the chronologinal milestone of my roadlife misfortune... maybe you got the gist of all the hardship that i've been through.. penat korang bace ek? penat lagi aku taip.. hahaha.. saje nak korg rasa penat nye aku seminggu dua nih.. nanges aku sensorg.. huhuhu..